Hey.Sorry for not updating this blog.tak dak masa..Its exam week..n i'm a little bit stress..i need someone right now..but,idk who..?i just need to release my stress..i'll try to make my life happy,but..ugh ! maybe, people in my school think that i doesn't had any problems because at school i'm always laughing, make a jokes n ada yg fikir smpai "shasha ni happy jaa".. but, they don't know what i'm having all this time... i'm stress..i think my exam result after this bad !..idk why..i really stress..rasa mcm nak BUNUH DIRI JA..lebih baik mati dari hidup dlm dunia nii..haih..Satu persatu masalah mai..tak tau kenapa..yeah,this is God will..but,don't test me this kind of way..i don't know how to face it...:'(..
MUMU. He's the first BoyF that makes me happy,sad,jealous,heart pain..He's kind of sweet..but,idk if he really want me or just wanna play around with my feeling..idk why, lately ni i always think like that..i told him that i always feel that kind of feeling,n he's said, he really love me..he won't ever wanna let me go..i penah la talk about BREAK.but, he said even i'm asking for a BREAK.., he won't never ever wanna let me go..he love me more than he love himself..n he also penah la ckp,don't ever talk about BREAK anymore...after what he told me,idk if i still trust him or not..idk why,this stupid feeling came..ugh ! i love him.. i'll try not to love him more than i love myself,but..ugh ! he's the person that i really wanted ! i love him so much ! *MUAZAM, kalau tgh baca ni, B cuma nak bgtau, B syg sangat-sangat dekat sayang kay..?belief me..
Hey.Sorry for not updating this blog.tak dak masa..Its exam week..n i'm a little bit stress..i need someone right now..but,idk who..?i just need to release my stress..i'll try to make my life happy,but..ugh ! maybe, people in my school think that i doesn't had any problems because at school i'm always laughing, make a jokes n ada yg fikir smpai "shasha ni happy jaa".. but, they don't know what i'm having all this time... i'm stress..i think my exam result after this bad !..idk why..i really stress..rasa mcm nak BUNUH DIRI JA..lebih baik mati dari hidup dlm dunia nii..haih..Satu persatu masalah mai..tak tau kenapa..yeah,this is God will..but,don't test me this kind of way..i don't know how to face it...:'(..
MUMU. He's the first BoyF that makes me happy,sad,jealous,heart pain..He's kind of sweet..but,idk if he really want me or just wanna play around with my feeling..idk why, lately ni i always think like that..i told him that i always feel that kind of feeling,n he's said, he really love me..he won't ever wanna let me go..i penah la talk about BREAK.but, he said even i'm asking for a BREAK.., he won't never ever wanna let me go..he love me more than he love himself..n he also penah la ckp,don't ever talk about BREAK anymore...after what he told me,idk if i still trust him or not..idk why,this stupid feeling came..ugh ! i love him.. i'll try not to love him more than i love myself,but..ugh ! he's the person that i really wanted ! i love him so much ! *MUAZAM, kalau tgh baca ni, B cuma nak bgtau, B syg sangat-sangat dekat sayang kay..?belief me..
